Mesmerized

His words hit home
And stop you in your tracks
And you wonder how you got here.
Shaking your head

Trying to remember you are just sitting in front of a computer
Mesmerised
Wondering
What will He say next?

What will i say next?
He questions you.
Do you answer truthfully
Or commit the sin of lying to protect yourself?

Or do you leap into the unknown?
Take a risk?
And be honest, He requests,
Is that really how you feel?

Answer Him
Feel your inner flood
Touch your desire to open up
Caress your subconsciousness
And concentrate on the exchange.
What is happening here?

A little voice says,
A voice that echos
A voice you want to ignore.
Wanting to climb back up on that pedestal He took away

And turned to dust.
Naked as you came into this world you hope you sound credible
As the words you longed to speak tumble from your lips
Who is this person inside you

That feels so vulnerable yet free
A softer you that wants nothing more
Than the privilege of curling up on His lap?

by Sir Nathan